another blissful day

LOVE or LIKE

when you LIKE someone,
your heart will beat faster in front of that person
though when you are in LOVE,
you will be happy most of the time..

winter is just a beautiful winter,
when you spend it with someone you LIKE
though it could be a warm & adoring spring,
when you spend it with someone you LOVE

you will blush,
every time you stare at the eyes of a person you LIKE
though when it's the eyes of a person you LOVE,
you probably will smile, brighter than it used to be..

in front of the person you LIKE, you will get shy,
act differently, holding back what you want to say
though when it's someone you LOVE, you can laugh, or even cry,
you will say everything you want to and completely be yourself..

when the person you LIKE feel sad and want to cry,
you will end up comforting,
though when the person you LOVE feel sad but cannot cry,
you will surely cry for that person's sake..

the feeling of LIKE starts from hearing, but LOVE starts from vision..
so whenever you want to stop LIKING a person,
you can always stop hearing by covering your ears..

though when it comes to a person you LOVE,
you have to close your eyes..
and that LOVE, will turns into a teardrop
that will remains longer than a lifetime..

 
                                                                              
                      bellucca

Well, it's very late, but in the end I still managed to post it..

My new year's resolution:
I want to do everything wholeheartedly like KAME, even when I didn't like it I will try hard and do it with all my best. It might be hard, and I might have to try twice as hard as other people like him, but I believe everything will end in a good way..

I want to have a sincere heart like JIN, who believe everything with a faith of a children. I want to believe that everything is possible if we try hard enough. I want to accept every failure and always give another try..

I want to have a big heart like JUNNO, I want to have his purity and kindness to help me forgive every person who hurt me no matter how bad it hurts..

I want to have a warm heart like KOKI, showing gratitude for all precious people around me,  who take care of me, support me and loved me unconditionally. Like him, I also want to treasure them and protect them with all cost..

I want to have a genuine spirit to learn like UEDA, try harder and harder to get better in what I like the most and proud of what I achieve..

I want to see things differently like MARU, see all people's bright side and adore them for what they are, treasure every moments in life like it's the last day of my life, and if I am able to do that I am sure I will live my life 'till the fullest..

                                                                                                    bellucca 

It's been a while since my last update.. I am trapped in my routines, but I am back..
I have drink Latte this morning, due to suggestion of a magazine. Well lately, I managed to live healthier and happier, then i tried this method, which was failed.. haha..

Soon after I drink it, it refreshed my brain and keep me focused..
but in the midst of day i suddenly feel tired and sleepy.. i think coffee didn't work for me LOL
Perhaps, instead of coffee i have to try ocha..

then sore ja.. mata aou..


                                                                                                      bellucca

well, it's been awhile since my last post. so i am glad i am back. everything began to settle by itself and i am glad i have a big God. lol, He really help me settling my problem.. 
Lately, I am busy with work..
aah, i hope i can save enough money before easter.. i have to.. or else, have to wait 'till christmas to got my notebook.. too long.. 

so i have to find another job with a bigger salary,
everyone, wish me luck.. 
i miss my journal..

i hope all of you stay healthy ne..

                                                                                                       bellucca 

Today is cold, it will be raining a lot this week and people started to complain. though this summer a bit strange, i still feel lucky (^__^)
Well, i hope people can feel more gratitude and praise the Lord. They don't realize there is people out there who even cannot eat more than once a day.

And for me, personally, i feel glad, He providing a good shelter, a good clothing, a good everyday food, even a good job for me. (^__^)
Arigatou Jesus (^__^) even for a sinner like me, he provide everything. Having someone who take care my everyday needs is more than enough (^__^).

since this is a chinese new years eve, i just wanna say, happy chinese new years for people who celebrate it (^__^) may your day be merry and bright as happiness filled your heart (^__^)

HAVE A NICE DAY PEOPLE
sore ja, 'till tomorrow   


                                                                                                 bellucca

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i have been thinking for a while before i decided to post this..
i am looking for KAT-TUN fans who currently located in East Sydney, Aussie..
it will be great to meet you guys, considering my loneliness for being all alone here..

For more information do not hesitate to contact me, if PM doesn't work, please post a comment..
I am looking forward to meet Australian KAT-TUN fans..
(^__^) sore ja..
'till tomorrow..


                                                                                                       bellucca

it's been awhile since my last post. Lately, i am not in the mood to do anything, bad things happened in workplace and even though things had got better, i am still feel very tired.. 

for everyone who read this, how are you today?
i hope you have a great day..
chinese new years is coming, do you have a plan?

have a great day..
i hope happiness always be with you (^__^)
take care, 'till tomorrow..


                                                                                                   bellucca
 

Today, finally i have started my lesson. Feel boring as always but still better than stay at home and doing nothing.
Anyway, i remember last time i am broke. Still didn't get the job, don't have anything to do and thinking of not having lunch and dinner because of the lack of money. And suddenly, my aunt took me to the shopping center and bought me all my needs. LOL, What a blissful life. In the next day, my parents had transferred all money i needs, saved once again by the power of God. LOL

have a good day,
'till tomorrow..

                                                                                                                 bellucca

I don't care about others opinion but for me, personally, I love those PV and somehow, i feel Junno like a sorcerer there. Anyway, love it so much.

Kame looks good with those eyeliner and Jin's voices always outstanding as always
and i bet Hime is very happy making those kind of PV, i'll be happy for him as well. Maru looks good and his beatboxing skill blended well with Koki's rap as always. well, i cannot expect more from them.  KAT-TUN's PV always made by a piece of hardwork and all i want to say now is otsukaresamadeshita.
You all have done a good job. Can't wait for the next PV (^__^) 

then, 'till tomorrow

                                                                                                                bellucca

i am working on my fic. it's quite nice when someone give compliment bout it. well, i am still improving my english skill, w00t. perhaps, i'll post it here someday. well i hope so. a lot of things to write but don't have any mood to started writing. my bad..

well, i wanna say thanks for everyone who post a comment on my journal. much appreciated (^__^)
lately the weather is not good and people around me getting very sick.
so minna, please stay healthy whenever you are.
that's all for today, 'till tomorrow.


                                                                                                                 belLucca 

i have nothing to write but still manage to upgrade my journal w00t.
today, i do nothing. it's quite sad wasting time in front of the TV watching tennis endlessly. but what else i can do (T__T).

Well, at least my holiday is over and i will start my new semester next week, after Australian day. kinda happy when i am thinking bout it.

Lately, though i have started my work i still broke. lol KAT-TUN stuff indeed expensive. never have enough money to have all of their stuff. and still love them so much.

For anyone who read it, how are you? i hope you feel better than me (^__^)
have a nice day minna, 'till tomorrow.


                                                                                               belLucca

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yesterday, i saw LIPS PV preview lol.
i am getting very excited bout it.
can't wait to see the whole PV.

i am still a bit downhearted bout my workplace incident
but after lots of fangirling with my precious LJ friends.
i am totally forgot bout it.
now, i feel better lol.
what a great KAT-TUN impact in my life.

For YAN-CHAN and TAKA MAKI.
thank you for a nice conversation.
always looking forward to chat with you, girls.

for everyone who read my journal
wether you leave comment or not
you have to know that it means a lot for me.
thank you.

have a nice day minna.
then, 'till tomorrow..


                                                                                                            belLucca

minna-san, thanks for replying my comment. it means a lot. and for the videos, it really help, especially for the bakanishi ones and tackey & tsubasa.. i can't stop laughing.. thank you so much (^__^)
it really boost my moods (^__^)

i hope all of you have a good weekends (^__^)
sore ja, 'till tomorrow..


                                                                                                         belLucca 

today is not really good
(T__T) i messed up in my workplace..
i hope i can do it better next time..

for anyone who knows links to a good/funny JE videos,
please inform me.. i need laughable things to boost my mood..
onegaishimasu.. 


                                                                                               belLucca
                                                                                                        

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          do not quit
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have you ever feel tired?
at times when everything went wrong,
and all you can do is making mistakes, one to another

and you pretended to be tough,
when you desperately need to shed your tears

have you ever experienced failure?
in moment when you struggled too hard and forgot everything,
yet all you achieved was nothing but failure, one to another

you filled by sadness and pain as you reach your limits,
and you wanted to give up, more than anyone elses

but please, DO NOT QUIT
'coz you have no idea,
how close you to achieve what you wanted

perhaps, it only few more steps,
or even just one tiny step

so let us stands up,
beyond all waves of trouble,
when hope still exist,
no one have failed

and when you have enough strength to face every obstacles,
someday,  you can face a brand new day,
with a smile on your face
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dedicated to all my friends, especially the one who need support and encouragement..
take care pal. 'till tomorrow..

                                                                                                                    belLucca